bitches........

so back to the tears for me. i spent the entire day and night jsut crying about such stupid things. i mean like really people r just so inconsiderate and like so many people r just idiots. there is this racist inconsiderate bastard named teddy and i wish that he dies and burns in hell. so i was chilling was hannah today and like im like a block away from  halsey and that bitch decides to wave bye to me and yell out slut. and like gabby heard it i think and like she didnt do anything about it. but i dont blam her anyway i luv her. and besides i dont even think that she heard it. also there is this dickhead named yoni who is such a jerk off. he thinks that he can convince anybody to do anything that he wants. he was talking to larry <3 and dickhead teddy. and like he said that if they EVER talk to me yaffa or daniela again they wont be friends with them and im like wtf u cant choose spmebodys friends. i hate them they all agreed to it. but like larry secretly broke it by talking to yaffa. and idk what to because istill luv larry and idk what i would do if we never talked again. i almost commited suicid the first time that we broke up id think that i can handle it again. he didnt even hug me today and that reeks man . blahhhhhhhhh i hate this so much. i only told this to yaffa and then we were like both crying and i just hate all of this. nobody likes me and like my friends cant even name 3 people who are in my class and r my friends. god i want this all to end. if i had a choice between life and death i think that i would choose deaath...............

im not even gonna edit this entr. im goin to make it colorful and thats  about it so ya deal with it. and also i luv him but what do i do!!! GIVE ME ADVICE!!!!!!!