Saturday, May 14, 2011

last night

so like last night was terrible. i have no clue y but like i started to bawl as soon as i read like an teen articale. the story was abotu likie how a girl commited suicied because of all of the bullying and shit that she went through. i read it and somehow i placed myself into her position and wondered what i would do if i was her. ugh everytime i cry ic larry inmy head. i want him out of there but like at the same time i dont u know. i cant like live with out him and teddy and me r reunited, but larry is scared of teddy. and like because of teddy, larry wont talk to me, he will only talk to yaffa of course. 
im preety pissed at yaffa i just dont know y. well i kinda do because i think that she likes Larry, i know that she likes yoni but everytime she looks at larry she has this kind of look on her face and it reads i luv u. i cant help but like everytime that she looks at him i want to kill her. i know that i luv her because like shes my friend but i dont think that i can. i luv yaffa in a friend way and i know i wouldn't do anything to harm her. but i thikn that if she talkes to larry one more i mite in front of me i think ill either kill her or me. it will most likely be her because know i wouldn't want to ruin her oh so perfect life. and honestly i would luv to c it crumble into peices..............................

1 comment:

  1. Oh my god I know exactly how you feel Rebecca. I love the way you write it's so dedicating and true and like yeah, I know the feeling and how it kills you inside.

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